This is my grief
Copyright 2024 by Emily Bowen, all rights reserved The grief is strong like the death of a friend Today I mourn for what we have lost We failed our daughters and ourselves We let hate win But we are not going back That is why I am allowing myself to grieve Because I have already walked through this darkness I have seen personally what happens when people put a man above God I have felt the despair and the anguish I did not leave my former church because I wanted to I was pushed out By the pastor and those that supported him The act of leaving cost me everything It took away my church family It took away friendships It took away a sense of belonging And it left me feeling alone and broken I left because I was being emotionally and spiritually abused by the pastor of that church My leaving triggered a lot of big feelings from people I was told repeatedly that I needed to "fo